Love journey begins since 17 April 2006 ♥
.a tearful heart.

i would like to thxs tommy for making the video list for me at youtube laz nite. thxs for uploading the videos there to let me haf a look at all the videos of frenship built up for the past 5yrs. i juz wanna say thx u specially to u. ^^

i am thxful to the rest of the ppl tt r featured in the videos shown n done by tommy, if u guys still haf the video or still rem wad the video looks like, do tk a second look or flashback of the used to b gd times tgt...

i haf always watched it over n over again...listening to the songs in the video...whenever i miz all of u guys. sm times i reali wished tt, all cld b back to wad it used to b...but of coz, eliminating those r/s tt happens within the gang n outside etc etc.

mayb u guys might tink i am such a bad tempered gal, n i swear i did tried my best to ctrl n change my temper. but regardless wad, i cld nv ctrl my temper in front of u guys. mayb...partly becoz i wished to c sm changes n expected aft 5yrs, things wld b "faster" progressing in u guys or at least, more consideration n initiative wld comes directly...but perhaps i was wrong. sm of us haf vented our angers to one another, but nt all noes wad exactly is the bad side of this gang.

i shd b the one apologizing for making up the mess i haf created. i haf placed all the us tgt right frm the start...causing diff chars coming tgt n angers, disagreements, attitude all arising. i would like to sincerely apologize to those tt has left the gang unknownly...as i looked at tommy's videos den i realised, how many of us haf actually started to step out frm the circle which we might haf to disappoint tommy for tt...as 20xx might nt b coming...

would i b able to haf this cycle back again... well i guess i wldnt hope for much as each time i tried to get things done, it wld nv b the way i wan it to b...n for once, even at the laz attempt, i get to c secretive acts which i least expected to come frm the ppl i trusted the most...

tt has broken the trust n respect as a fren shd deserve...