Monday, January 1, 2007 Y
Love journey begins since 17 April 2006 ♥
FARK THE CHIAS FAMILY!!!
my mood nw is a disaster n i hate it especially early in the morning. it's nt becos of nt juz getting enough slp in the morning, but oso when things juz dun go my way. i hate to cry but i juz cant help it. by rite, im not supposed to b waking up early to meet dear n his family to eat dim sum tgt at warren golf, but becos his mum asked me whether i wld like to join, i said ok. since my sis will b fetching his bf back, i can juz get a lift frm there. somehow it's a lift but it's actually im driving myself there. so i was happily waiting for time to come, den i bathe n leave hse wif them. but tt farking asshole bastard said she's nt sending her bf back. wtf?! once again...NT FETCHING ME?! comon farker use abit of brain k. i had been the one driving u to n fro, i paid for the petrol when i used the least, n yet who's saying anything? nt even a thanks?! my mum another farker asshole bitch. asked me to take train to cck n FIND MY WAY TO WARREN GOLF?! WAD KIND OF FAMILY IS THIS! CAN SOMEBODY JUZ TELL ME? though i noe no one can as i set it wif a pw nobody can read my blog. haiz. who can i tok to? who can i vent my anger to? my pillows? my blankets? FARK ALLLLLL!!! i swear to god NV GONNA FETCH MY SIS OR ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS LE. I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE! i reali cried all i can n swollow all my unhappiness juz in me since young till nw. but y cant juz someone understand. nt even dear. which makes me even more sad. haiz. im nt gonna eat today dun feel like seeing anyone either. JUZ LEAVE ME ALONEEEE...
Happiness is best @ 11:17
