Thursday, November 23, 2006 Y
Love journey begins since 17 April 2006 ♥
life without u would be miserable...
early morning, my mood is a killer. i wanna find ppl to kill n strangle but duno who. juz so pissed.
yest i slpt late thanks to two person - my mum n my sis. argh. my sis so eng help ppl to do their work stuff while my mum, volunteering wanna go pick my sis up. obviously when my mum says go pick her up, is definitely not she driving although she has a license n neither will she ask my dad go pick her up, so who else? haiz. wad time my sis wan me to pick her up? midnite?! wtf?
actually come to think abt it. like wad xiao monkey told me this morning, having a license arent a gd thing ya? but it has been my dream since young to drive my parents ard or even up to msia. is wad i wanted. now i think of it, abit sian le. haiz. making me at work so slpy. how can i be happy man. du lan. juz told hui qi n jacintha to be happy, den i'm not. haiz.
i was so slpy even at the moment when dear called, i still wanna lai chuang n surprisingly, dear nv wake me up the 2nd time which he normally will. he simply juz let me slp. he was stunt when i told him tt i went to pick my sis n reached hm at 1am. zzZzz.
this morning, there's no breakfast on the table. actually everyday oso no breakfast juz a matter of whether we want to eat a not. we made the breakfast ourselves or grabbed a bread n go office make drinks. but today the bread is my dad's fav bread so dun so noti go steal his bread. haha. i intend to go down pack bee hoon go office n eat. as usual i would let my sis take the shower rm first while i prepared clothes n off my lappy. she shd be much faster in stepping out of the hse den i do. so i asked her to do me a favour to buy food for me. but i was so irritated tt she said, "i'm not intending to buy so i dun intend to get for u either." wtf?! juz so irritating. argh. i sms dear n let him know. he tried all he could to coax me. haiz. sorry dear always haf to be u to cheer me up. hee. tutu gao on fri ah. =P
fri cfm not doing rebonding le. change to sat morning 10 at serangoon area. i was told it's nearer to hougang. cos my colleague's sis gt a better hairdo yest n the hairstylist was from this outlet branch so we planning to go this branch to find this guy to hairstyle for my colleague. since sat oso nothing on, at most early morning travel to serangoon only. den come back n slp for the day lo. hahahaha. meeting my colleague at hougang station at 930. (:
had a short quibble wif dear. dear was angry tt i mentioned abt stop smoking again, but when i told him i cried, he called. both of us were chilled after a while. dear hated ppl telling him to stop yet i juz dun wan him to leave before i do. i know there's reali nth much i could do, but i still wan him to keep to his promise. hearing wad my manager saying abt diabetics, smoker n 2nd hand smoker, i reali felt so sad. feel tt the ppl ard me, the ones i luv, the ones i cared for r leaving me anytime. haiz. i dun mind leaving the world before u guys if i could gif my lifespan for u all to live in this world longer. ^^
"grandpa died of smoking. i'm so afraid tt u might leave me too..."
tml is gonna be a disaster. most boring day so far. manager n rm mate wont be ard. haiz. pathetic. "lonely...i'm so lonely...at the office." sian ah. meeting zann n xiong xiong go chinatown eat chicken rice for dinner. hee. very funny zann asked me whether i know ck mah? duhz?! ck is my bf ah. haha. zann peng. she meant ck 百货公司. lolz. i oso know she meant tt one but purposely wanna tease her. =P
in my gang, i haf attended 3 funerals within this yr. starting from gab's grandma, jy's grandma n now...rs's grandma. the feeling of losing their luv ones r definitely not gd. n i truly can understand. especially since young i haf been missing my grandpa so much although in my memories of him r juz so short. yet he's someone i respect n luv the most. grandparents r someone no matter how irritating or naggy they r, u will still respect them n luv them. i sincerely believe tt there will be reincarnation n they might be ur kids in the nxt cycle. hee. they will always be ard us protecting us. ^^ cheer up frens. =)
Happiness is best @ 00:24
