Saturday, August 19, 2006 Y
Love journey begins since 17 April 2006 ♥
Anytime...i will flare...! It's gonna be like since months i last blow my top...
Since yesterday, i have been tolerating all my anger, hoping not to vent my anger at anything or anyone. I have been learning to control myself not just because i want to show to people that i can control my temper and also to avoid quarreling with dear as when i flare, things would turn out to be bad when i faced dear. I'm not good at controlling temper when i started to flare unless when things get out of my hand then i finally cool down.I really feel like finding someone to talk to, to vent my frustration out but everyone seems to be busy, avoiding me or whatever. I really need you dear. I need your listening ears, need you to teach me what should i do other than 不要管. Haiz. 我快要崩溃了。也许随时都会爆炸，也说不定。
Today daddy did a funny stunt. He was supposed to change the light in the kitchen, but he accidently cut the wrong parts out which spoils the connection of the starter to the light, so diaoz la. But my sis managed to go downstairs and get the materials back for my dad to fix it. My mum was the funniest, she said, "你爸爸把灯弄坏的。" Then my dad immediately replied back with a pai seh smile, "是爸爸把灯弄坏的meh?" Haha. Instantly, me and my sis keep laughing at my dad. =]This is actually what i wanted to write to dear for his friendster's testimonial but i just cant bring myself to post it up at friendster. The reason behind it only nana knows. Haiz. But i would still like him to take a look, hopefully he would come to my blog and read this entry.
Dear, just 2 more days, you will be back from field camp. Back to camp, just another 5 1/2 days, i will be able to see you. Haha. Cant wait to see you.
Wish that you would always be safe and sound inside army, and be at your best performance at all times. 3 more weeks to your POP. Hee. Take care of yourself, my dear commandor. Muackz.
Happiness is best @ 00:58
