What can i do right now...schless...relationshipless...meaningless...haiz
A lot of things happen lately...from the moment i'm officially single...nothing has gone well in my life...i felt that i am no longer that "power" and strong in my thinking le...no longer the one that can do whatever she likes and everybody will listen to her...haiz
Initially i thought maybe without a love life, life would be easier and smoother path for me...but till i received the rejection letter from NTU...things get more dejected le...
Teck Wee is right...i am stupid...can't get any more stupid in life le...though it seems like a joke to kor and sharon, but it hits me perfectly...sigh...
Kor is right too...i really can't make do with life without love...thus i built up my courage once again...ask gab out after so long just to give him a treat when i got my 1 week pay upon working at InCallSys...although not much...but it has became a habit that i wished to share my salary with him...till today then i realised...how wishful thinking things are...there probably won't be anymore lady and tramp or 22nd le ba...meaningless date...
Dad is not wrong either...friends got good and bad...maybe afterall these bunch of "ah bang ah lek" really are just a bunch of friends that bring joys at times but nothing else...?! Should i really live on with this kind of life? Hanging around with them endlessly...making life miserable by facing him too...haiz what should i do?
Happiness is best @ 22:34
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